I woke up not wanting to get out of bed. I’m going to sleep not wanting to get into bed. What’s the point?
I’d drink, but I’m counting days again and really, will it change anything? Nope.
Are these mood swings/existential mini-crises a normal part of both short- and long-term sobriety, or are they the reason why I started drinking in my early 20s in the first place? Which reminds me to blog about panic, anxiety, depression, and booze — tomorrow.